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Saturday, November 14, 2009


Yeah!!
i finalli waited for tis dae to come..
finalli tested!!
finalli over!!
Yeah!!
de result is PASSED!!
so clever of me!!
haha.. XD
nxt mission..
in charge 2 brands..
woohoo!!
so hyper nw!!
i reach my workplace..
den i saw OM..
den she tell me she wan to test me..
i was so shock and anxious..
but after she tested..
is so damn happy pls~
woohoo!!
after tat we gt talk awhile..
den she go off..
at here..
i realli wan to thks to..
my fav jie at work..
cos is she train me n build me up..
:)
100 thks to her!!
if don hav u..
i realli struck it..
thks jie!!
i finalli cn put down de stone at my heart.. :)
1 more thing..
when i at work..
don ask me stupid question pls~
or else will get scolded by me..
cos when i serious..
there is no way i will ans to u..
so kip tat in mind..
same as joke oso..


♥我的女王
11:45 PM






kip on gt ppl ask..
u n ur stead hw le..
i sae broke up alrdy..
they ask wat happen??
i in a silent..
tear run ard my eyes..
but i hold it..
nt allow to drop it down..

i sae to myself..
is my fault tat..
i nv kip u by myself properly..
kip on let u think i nt serious to u..
but all tis is cnt turn back animore..
even i gt chance..
mayb nw u gt lik sum1 else alrdy..
i'm sry i hurt u 1 time by 1 time..


♥我的女王
11:10 AM




Thursday, November 12, 2009


THE TRUE HAD COME OUT.YOU HAVE TO GO.
NOW LEFT ME WALK THIS PATH ALONE.
THANKS FOR YOUR LOVE IT'S HURT ALOT.
BUT I HAVE TO MOVE ON.
PICK UP ALL THOSE PIECES AND FIX IT BACK MYSELF AGAIN.

In the heart of the night when it's dark in the lights,
I heard the loudest noise. a gunshot on the floor. Oh oh.

I look down, and my shirt is turnin red.
I'm spinnin round.
Felt her lips on my neck and her voice in my ear.
Like I missed you, want you tonight.

Straight through my heart,
I single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding. Oh.
Straight through my heart,
She aimed, and she shot me.

I just can't believe it. Oh.
No I can't resist, and I can't be hit.
I just can't escape this love.
Straight through my heart.
(Soldier Down)
My heart. (Soldier Down)
My heart. (Soldier Down)

Thought I moved more than on.
Thought I could fool her charm.
I really wanna go, but I can't leave her alone. Oh oh.


Hear the sound of a love so loud
I just can't,
I just can't ignore this feeling.
She said she misses me, and she wants me.
Wants me to night.

Straight through my heart,
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding. Oh.
Straight through my heart,
She aimed, and she shot me.
I just can't believe it. Oh.
No I can't resist, and I can't be hit.
I just can't escape this love.
Straight through my heart.

(Soldier Down)
My heart. (Soldier Down)
My heart. (Soldier Down)

In the heart of the night when it's dark in the lights
I heard the loudest noise- a gunshot on the floor. Oh oh.

Straight through my heart,
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding. Oh.
Straight through my heart, (Soldier down)
She aimed, and she shot me. (Soldier down)
I just can't believe it. Oh.
No I can't resist (I can't resist), and I can't be hit (No I can't).
I just can't escape this love.
Straight through my heart.
(Soldier Down)
My heart. (Soldier Down)
My heart. (Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)
Straight through my heart.
Straight through my heart.
(Soldier Down)
My heart. (Soldier Down)
My heart. (My heart. My heart.)
Straight through my heart.
(Soldier Down)
My heart. (Soldier Down)
My heart. (Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

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♥我的女王
7:01 PM






when ppl is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again...even though every time you've tried before, you've lost.

If anyone asks
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk
Whenever I see you
I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry
Cry

If anyone asks
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yeah what do I care if they believe me or not
Whenever I feel your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry
Cry

I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away

Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry
Cry



kip on listen to tis song..
>.<


♥我的女王
1:25 AM




Wednesday, November 11, 2009


ghost story 2dae~
haha..
but is reali true~
cos my workplace gt 1 female leg kena caught..
gt 2 long line mark on her leg~
nt onli tis..
my 1 more female fren saw de sprit..
we all work there..
really cn sense de soul at our store rm..
but to me is nth...
haha..
although i feel oso..
but i ignore it..
XD
lazy to bother tat..
unless tat ghost came after me..
XD
at my workplace there is..
super super super boring!!
everitime i goin to fell slp~
i wan more customer to hit sale~
i wan my conmission~
givva me givva me givva me
givva me givva me~

nw adaes so tired..
so once i reach hm..
straight to slp..
XD
cos too tired liao..
goin to fall slp..
-.-~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i still love sum1..
hw??
hais!!


♥我的女王
1:11 AM




Tuesday, November 10, 2009


nice~ nice~ nice!!
The thing i wanted to tell you, he said it first
Ever since then, i can only speculate
Your tear is for happiness
The thing i wanted to give you, he gave you first
Ever since then, i can only take in
Loneliness and love could have been separated
Giving you my blessing is protective color
Focusing on playing a friend
The moment you two embraced
My heart split into two
Lying to you is my protective color
Willing to be coward in love
As long as real love doesn't die, then i can run far away
Waiting is my duty
The road is getting more windingly
I can't turn back anymore
Those that can hurt me are those i love
What is there to protect
What is there to protect
Giving you my blessing is protective color
Focusing on playing a friend
The moment you two embraced
My heart split into two
Lying to you is my protective color
Willing to be coward in love
As long as real love doesn't die, then i can run far away
Waiting is my duty
Love you is devine choice


♥我的女王
1:17 AM




Monday, November 9, 2009


深夜里,看着窗外的灯火
我知道她不再属于我
我的心,已经没有了颜色
就在你转身的那一刻
爱上你,我不曾后悔
却不知不觉总让你流泪
这世界,除了你还有谁
能让我忘了所有疲惫
我是真的爱你,我真的痛你,我真的了解你
别再让我独自流泪
我是真的想你,我真的恋你,我不能没有你
别再说爱是难收的覆水
深夜里,看着窗外的灯火
我知道她不再属于我
我的心,已经没有了颜色
就在你转身的那一刻
爱上你,我不曾后悔
却不知不觉总让你流泪
这世界,除了你还有谁
能让我忘了所有疲惫
我是真的爱你,我真的痛你,我真的了解你
别再让我独自流泪
我是真的想你,我真的恋你,我不能没有你
别再说爱是难收的覆水
为什么,相爱注定要让人心碎
却不能从容面对
为什么,没有幻想中的那么美
却总让人憔悴
我是真的爱你,我真的痛你,我真的了解你
别在让我独自流泪
我是真的想你,我真的恋你,我不能没有你
别再说爱是难收的覆水
别再说爱是难收的覆水

i kip on think we will longer den all ur ex..
but..
Can we bring yesterday
Back around
Cause I know how I feel
About you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I let you down
But I know how I feel
about you now

I watched the walls around me crumble
but its not like that will build em up again
so here your last change for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time I′ve wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
I can′t live without you
can′t breathe without you I dream about you honestly
tell me that its over
because the world is spinning and I′m still living
It won′t be right if were not in it together
tell me that it′s over
And ill be the first to go
Don′t want to be the last to know
Don′t want to be the one to chase you
But at the same time your the hart that I call home
I′m always stuck with these emotions
and the more I try to feel the less I′m whole
My tears are turning into time
I′ve wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
I can′t live without you
can′t breathe without you I dream about you honestly
tell me that its over
because the world is spinning and I′m still living
It won′t be right if were not in it together
tell me that it′s over
And ill be the first to go
Don′t want to be the last to know
My tears are turning into time
I′ve wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
I can′t live without you
can′t breathe without you I dream about you honestly
tell me that its over
because the world is spinning and I′m still living
It won′t be right if were not in it together
tell me that it′s over


nw i onli cn watch u happily..
donno when u receive my msg still will smile??
hais..
my mind kip appear of u..
will there ani chance for us??
i realli do love you!!


♥我的女王
11:54 PM




Sunday, November 8, 2009
bleedin..


我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说“我们”
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声


is it u gt lik sum1 else??
i jus wan to noe??
do u noe i still lik u??
do u noe i still cnt put down u??
do u noe i emo nw??
hais..
y lettin go tis r/s..
hais..
i hate myself..


♥我的女王
1:47 AM








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那天我揚起帆想看看未知的海
心裡很多話想說說不出來
雖然我臉上看不出來

天空一樣蔚藍卻換了多少雲彩
那時的你讓我幸福百分百
是否為我等待

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想SAY GOODBYE
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛
回頭看愛都在

站在你的門外我決心不再徘徊
心裡很多話想說說不出來
但我想你一定都明白

時間過的好快想念卻不曾更改
現在的你是否幸福百分百
我應該怎麼猜

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想SAY GOODBYE
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛
回頭看愛都在

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想SAY GOODBYE
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
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